Beyond My End I have been deceived Led to be a fool Lost within a world And never saw this coming Played by the rules Of the corrupt Torn from right and wrong Always inbetween Hurt the ones I love Will I hurt them more Ashamed of my life Never feeling proud Faint voices in my head Growing stronger I start to see my life Can you feel the pain! They call to me Angels in my head They comfort me I'm told to leave this world Now I question my own worth None to be found And I try to find a reason To find life again Now I think about the voices Maybe they were right And I start to think it through Know the end is near They call to me Angels in my head They comfort me I'm told to leave this world Now I think of the ways Which way shall I choose The ending of my pain Ending of it all To take my own life Make it worth it now To make the pain intense To glorify my death Or shall I be a coward And take a painless death The voices stronger now (solo) The noose goes on my neck I slide the knot tight The fucking fear I climb upon the chair Eyes begin to tear Remember all I've loved As my body drops Eyes begin to bulge Light begins to fade My angels take a face But take the face of hell My god what have I done My god what have I done My god what have I done My god what have I done